Other than that, I am glad to say I found a new way of mugging which is quite efficient to me and I learnt my lesson about something. I SWEAR *sompah & cross heart* that I will not make the same mistake next semester. Oh and I got plans for my 3mths break! Abit no life but its for my own good lah. Now is left the execution part since it will be quite boring.. hahaha!
BUT for now.. BACK TO MUGGING!!! oh and my stomach is growling..........
=X
- Mood:
hungry - Music:李圣杰-很想说
two words.. BAD START.
sigh. had maths and jap paper for today. Maths paper was actually easy! But due to the fact that I never do tutorials, only practiced a few times and skipping lectures, of cos I didnt do well. The smart pple will score and everyone will do well! so I can expect my grades to be quite low. Not well-prepared - the reason to failure.
Jap paper.. Not like what I expect it to be but still manageable. Hope can get a C or above since I already S/U it. =) *pray pray*
Learnt my lesson.. next sem cannot repeat the same mistake! Really regretted not putting enough effort into studies for this sem.. haii really been thinking of my plans for the next sem. First thing to improve on.. TIME MANAGEMENT!!! mine sucks.. Next up will be DISCIPLINE!!! hahaha i suck at that too! see how often I am online chatting and you will know =X
OH! and rule no. 1 for "After-the-paper-time": DO NOT DISCUSS ABOUT THE QUESTIONS!!!
tmr no paper so its mugging time!! now I am really feeling regretful and scared...
IF ONLY..................
more complaints? nahhh.. rather spend the time on mugging haha but I am having lots of thoughts about things around me. see how it goes.
Let nature takes its course. Good? or bad? Let time tell.
*yAwNz* time for caffeine intake!
exams was.. OKAY lahh haha physics and maths were killers, econs and materials science were OKAY and life science.. I dont know bah since its 70mcqs and I finished it in 50mins.. not even 1min per qns! haha
next up is hall overseas trip which is next week.. so I wont be around from 1st to 3rd Dec. Got meeting on 4th.. SIAN! haha then will be IHG period already and my committee will be going into 100% working mode.
Ahh I dont know what to blog about already.. so NO LIFE!!! haha
bye!
ok I just had my material sci CA2 and I only got 50! my CA1 was 65.. and the f up thing is I didnt study for my CA1 but I studied for CA2!!!! Conclusion: for MCQs, dont study! its a waste of time!!!! happy thing is.. I gotta score 90 for my final exams in order to get an overall score of 80!!! Haiiiii there goes my first A -.-
Having 3 quizzes next week and I can foresee almost the same situation. Really lost the motivation to study. Best thing is before my quiz just now, I received a call regarding a complain and its quite serious -.- bad omen.. Today better be careful of what I say and do..
Exams in 12 days and I am damn stressed up.. haii anyone kind enough to save me? myself.
Other than the boring and stressful quizzes, I still have quite a few stuff to settle and.. it's important.
Losing hope, losing strength, losing confidence..
My life sucks now! Blog again when im in a better mood..
Think my msn nick is quite lame.. "when nothing seems to be going right, it must be going to the left then" saw someone else's nick then had this thought
ok nevermind.
anyway things isnt really right for me so far but guess im handling it okay okay. Not very well but alright. Night cycling event is over but halloween is coming! haha very fast lahh my one week break is like.. WOW so fast! havent nua enough!! hahaha
Night cycling went smoothly! although got some hiccups here and there but its SAFE! no accidents! good good.. thats my objective haha yep but quite disappointed cos.. yar of something heh shall not mention here. Think i should do some reflections, note down the mistakes so next year the one taking over me wont repeat them. Haha think too far already =X
Recess week.. Had JCRC retreat at downtown east on monday n tuesday. Was fun! =) I must start learning to be the start-fire-pro! haha cos they say i suck at it.. hehe =X but im good at BBQing SATAY! haha the satay man! yar then played games, watched horror show, went bowling, arcade etc not bad for the first retreat =) more to come! haha
went back hall on wed n thurs to MUG! but wasnt really successful lahh siann
friday was my bro's engagement!! haha he finally settling down liao.. yarr feel happy for him =D hmm nothing to blog about actually.. about this haha cos its his private stuff mah heh oh yar it was held at botanical gardens and the food is YUMYUM!! dessert.. BAGUS! hahaha can bring my future gf there to eat heh
came back hall again on saturday and MUG! again.. yea did my lab report and some other stuff
ok thats about it! my life for the past week! hahaha quite no life actually -.-
hmm actually i've learnt quite a few stuff lahh like how to mange my time well, how i appreciate sleep now (luxury item haha!), how to socialise with pple etc not bad not bad.. busy, tiring, shag but worth it cos its not something u can just learn it anytime anywhere. Got to go through it =) heh been trying to meet up with people also but.. yar quite unsuccessful too haii
Recently mood really not very good. Can't find the reasons behind it.. Maybe just need a hectic life so I wont think so much haha alright! time to resume mugging!! haha
seeya~!
- Mood:
working - Music:jay - jie kou
didnt study, back home I slept all the way from 10am to 5pm.. haha had my 7hrs of sleep BUT its spreaded over thurs night and fri night.. which means 3.5hrs for each night.. STILL NOT ENOUGH!!! hahahaha
Maybe I am just gonna relax and have a long deserved break.. mug tonight back in hall bah =)
HAH! I am officially "DYING" cos I am down with a damn bad cough and Saturday is my DnD!!! haha quite happy cos I really cannot wait for it to be over. haha oh and guess what! its 542am in the morning and I am still awake! haha doing what? catching up on my studies.......
I have been skipping lectures here n there, sometimes to rest more, sometimes for pageant stuff, sometimes for JCRC stuff haha and now I am seriously lagging behind so I am sacrificing my sleep to study study and study.. tmr night got recce and Sat is my pageant.. xiong right!! haha cannot even rest properly.. but this project is my first baby so I gotta put in 100% effort!! After pageant I can focus on this le!! wooooo~ gonna make it a bang man!
Alright.. shall go back to study after blogging.. heh MUG!
anyway today lab lesson got one very cute girl, my kinda girl... didnt manage to talk to her =( haha not bad lehh can see a cute girl on a Monday morning for 3hours, good start for a blue-ish monday. Haha!! Monday rulez!!!
Using my new Fujitsu laptop now.. heh quite zai.. just like the user himself! HAHAHA!!
I seriously need some rest.. real rest.. Cant wait for pageant to be over
zZzzzzz
Uni has started for 2 weeks and I am more or less adapting to this face-paced, self-study and independent life. Lectures are there to guide and tutorials are there to confirm. So where is the learning? In my room after midnight. yes.. MIDNIGHT! morning got lessons.. come back to room do some tut, help my bro with some stuff, rest and then head off to pageant training for almost every night. and YAR! I am in pageant. Weird right? haha till now I still dont get it why I am in pageant.... hmmm.... question of the year.
Been quite busy. Everyone is saying I am a busy person and I am slowly accepting this fact that I am overloading myself with things. Pageant, JCRC, Sch work, outside work (extra income). But luckily pageant is ending on 30th Aug. Starting to feel the mental shagness setting in today. Physical tiredness is ok but mental stress.. Gotta get used to it like how I did during NS. Actually didnt want to complain about my stuff but.. just let me be a weak person for awhile and I will resume my CHIONGSTER image tmr. yepp working hard for everything and taking things positively. I am sure I can do it! =)
Something I am glad about is I have a good roomie, nice OG mates, caring friends around and understanding people in my hall. They understand I am damn tired over all these and they encouraged me and stuff. Thanks guys!!! haha Jasmine came down to NTU today! which makes my day "awake" for like 1hr? Quite some time since I last saw her and she still looks as sweet as before haha just a comment lah. But its nice to see a friend whom I dont usually get to see. Hope she comes down more often.
AND I am too busy for any relationships. Not using my busy life as an excuse but really, I dont have enough strength or effort to go into any relationship. Cant commit at the moment. So take note! Scandals about me are not true!!!
knowing more and more people each day.. hope this carry on and.. yepp all the best to my studies!! =D
I am looking forward to my hall life, uni life and hopefully I can know lots of people during my hall camp haha its always good to make more friends =)
*yAwnz*
went to clean up my 2nd home today at NTU. Haha its clean now, with a new bedsheet and my own pillow. Wana turn my half a room (cos sharing) into my own comfort world haha.
Somewhere out there, there is this girl who will fit into my world. Maybe I have met her, maybe I will be knowing her soon. Maybe never.
*yAwnz*
I love my work =D
*YAWNZ*
Boss around cannot take nap.. so I can only keep on yawning haha
Get well soon Demi! you always fall sick one.. haha
- Mood:
sleepy
So far, work is quite okay. Picking up things at a fast rate cos the temp staff are leaving soon and they are the pro ones. haha after working for 4days till 11pm, I had my off day today!
slpt till quite late today and went for pool with robin, junhua, fanghao and tim. Pool is getting better cos of some advices from robin and junhua. Yea man must play more in order to improve. Maybe shall take off next tues again to play unless im working night shift =D see how it goes.
back to work. Know a few people there already. haha love my "senior" there man. Seldom can find people we are so willing to teach you stuff and listen to your queries. He is my "senior" cos I am learning from him and he is from NTU too! Yr 2 of cos. Dont worry, I am not gay. haha! I am still attracted to cute girls =P
Alright! back to work again tmr. Shall sleep early.
*yAwnZ*
The stuff is almost like what I did in NS which is procurement of goods so I guess I can cope easily. Just gotta memorise the steps well and be more confident and conscientious. Got other job scopes as well.
People are friendly, environment is good. Let's hope everything turns out well and can work there for a long time? Haha.
CHIONG CHIONG CHIONG!!!
After that went to bank to deposit money for him. Came back home and continue with work, watch tv, nap.. nothing much. Chatted with Demi from 3+ all the way until now haha quite long luckily got someone to accompany me through all these boring stuff im doing. thanks!
going for appointment tmr to check on my eyes. Then going NTU for admission stuff, evening going NYP to watch hockey match. SO LONG since I played hockey. Need to train up soon man.. haha but stamina first!! WOO! CHIONG CHIONG CHIONG! still got so many things to be done before I start school!
Give me strength to accomplish what I set out to do
Cos..
It's all for you
in that case I dont need to worry about my expenses in uni!!
pls be kind and give me the job...
first of all, today is 25th June 2008 and it is your 20th birthday!!!!! haha
HAPPY BIRTHDAY LIN XINYI!!!
it has been 20 years since 25th June 1988, which is 7305days (include xtra day in leap yrs) or 175320hours or 10519200 minutes!! I wont add in seconds haha but I have known you for only.. about 4years? a fifth of your life so far haha but you have already been a great friend and I am very honoured to know you =D such a nice, caring, funny friend *cos it's your bday.. i giving you face wahaha*
you have been quite busy with lots of stuff but still, hope you are having a great birthday right now and enjoying it!! haha hope everything goes well for you in future and all the best to you and ur bf! hehe stay happy, healthy, and pls try not to be so fair saw your pictures.. its kinda scary =P like sick person haha choy choy
seeya soon!!
Alright, so hows life for me for the days I didnt update. Let's see... do some summary here, I did LASIK, I am busy with my university admin stuff, bro's stuff, maybe can a very short term job, school camps, trying to improve my pool skills? haha just went for a 7hr pool session with robin fanghao etc yesterday. 7hours!! My eyes couldnt take it man haha needs concentration mah
After that went for movies with Robin. SHAOLIN GIRL! omg, DO NOT go and watch that! Start to middle was good but when the story is supposed to be at its climax, it sucks! haha the fighting scenes were bad, the ending was bad, the computer animation sucks (and its JAP-produced! thought it is supposed to be very good?) didnt expect this kinda story in the end haha maybe they should just do it like shaolin soccer but now is shaolin lacrosse (a sports the girl plays in the movie). Might end up nicer haha! Kung Fu Panda was cute, another movie I caught with Robin haha
Last night someone said I am crazier than her when she is already crazy, stubborn and lazy haha demi ahh let's see who is worse lohh =P oh yar, and I am sick =( just like miss demi haha so we better eat our medicine and get well soon! take care girl!
Things to achieve before I go university
1) Get kayaking 1Star certificate
2) Improve my stamina, fitness etc
3) Earn more money? haha
4) Maybe abseiling course and rock climbing again
5) Improve my pool?
let's see how =D
quite happy recently so.. yepp nice to have friends around to sms with, hang out with, do things with =) and to know new friends!! be honoured guys...
- Music:wang li hong - da cheng xiao ai
who knows what will happen in future right?? haha but i wont keep my hopes high.. cos its really quite impossible..
so long since i have this kinda feeling =)
- Mood:
hopeful - Music:angela zhang - qing ai de na bu shi ai qing
fallen for it =)
maybe still friends but not gd friends
this sux! maybe it is just me, I cannot help it but I know this feeling wont last long
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